Hi friends,

If you read my Blog-II than you may know who is Jay, the person whom I loved unconditionally & who went abroad & got engaged, we are still connected through e-mail & phone as a buddy. He had B-day last week, I tried to call him but somehow I didn’t got line to UK n than I went out of station n was not able to wish him personally. Usually he forgets my B-day & I was the first one to wish him on his special day.

When I was returning fm my trip I was waiting for connecting flight, I just thought to call him. We talked a lot, he always wanted to know about my professional development & according to him I once will reach top position.(chhhhoo chweet of him) He shared his feeling for his fiancée, according to him he doesn’t feel warmth in their relation. I tried to explain him that they both are far n that could be reason……..he felt that its all happened to make his family happy but what about his own happiness. I understand him, but I’m not the person who broke someone’s relation for own sake. After all my discussion he suddenly said, “Kiti(he address me by this name), you are my Munnabhai MBBS” J first I was confuse what he is trying to say…….but than he said, “Kiti, ur Jaadu ki Jappi has miracle to calm me down & I miss it these days” his voice was so law n with pain n tears……..though I made myself stronger to keep my emotions away from Love relation but something one can never forget in Love n that’s CARE.

I have soft feelings for him, I CARE for him but somehow I pretend to be so stronger n talked n made him laugh again.

Frnds, honestly specking he never appreciated me like this earlier when we were in relation…..but now for him I m miracle & for me he is still near…..closer to my heart. I feel bad when I hide that fom him so I wrote all these here to confess that when He said “I Love U” to me butterflies still flying in my stomach but I may never reply him “I Love U too” coz I know what is better for all of us. Yeh Jay, I m there with my Jaadu Ki Jaapi but may never tell u “I Love U too”

"Why God is so strange sometimes, if he had something else in his mind for two than why he took them closer & than separate them forever with same warmth in their heart. But still I thank U Dear God for made me one whom ppl like to Love"